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{Wednesday, May 28, 2008}

Why hello there one and all! Today was just an okay day for me! Went to school in the morning for Brothers Humanitites class, came home and bummed around then went off to Parkway again with Rikhil to meet Nikkie. Read the same books, but found more interesting stories this time. Certain things happened but they shall remain unspoken. My lips are sealed!

So anyway, there is only one purpose I came here to blog. To elaborate more about what I wanted to talk about yesterday, Love. So yes, I want to fall in love again, for some reason. The feeling of being in love and being loved, to me, is just so freaking awesome! I'm not saying all my past relationships were all full of shit. But only about 1 or 2 were great. Yes, I mean, isn't it great to always know that you've got someone right by your side to make sure that you're always happy? Isn't it great to know that you're always being loved and cared for by that special someone? You other half, the one that perfects you, the one that keeps your heart beating, the only one who would probably know you inside out. The one who would always support you in every decision you make, unless its totally the wrong decision of course. Then there are arguments. Yeah nobody loves them, but whoever said you should hate them? Arguments are what brings you closer and helps you to understand your partner more right? Do you see that as a bad thing? I suggest you shouldn't! Arguing over something is one of the stupidest reason to break-up, and most break-ups are caused by arguing. If it brings you closer, why should you, right? And there is also the ' You don't spend enough time with me ' part. Well, yes I agree, spending time with your soulmate is a very important factor in growing closer to each other and all. But that doesn't mean you must spend every second, minute, hour, day, week, and year together right. You could meet once or twice a week, definitely talk on the phone a few other times, and most probably message each other everyday. So whats the problem there? Anyway, being apart from each other helps the heart to grow fonder. Isn't that something good as well? So, I really really miss the feeling of being in love. Those sweet flattering messages, those random calls just to say 'I Love You', those beautiful gifts we exchange, but most importantly, the time spent together, learning more about each other, understanding each other, and of course, loving each other. All these added up leads to the best feeling anyone could ever have. And thats love! I've met many new people, and I've also grown closer to many, but I still don't know who I love. I want to take my time on this one, so that I know I did not ever make the wrong decision, because I want my next relationship to be serious, steady, fun, and awesome. And I don't want to ever miss being in love again. So there it is! Cheers for now! Byeeee!

5/28/2008 12:22:00 AM;

♥ CHRISSY

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